Some punk loser rants on about life in general (not the MxPx album).

 


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This stuff is pretty good, I had a fight with my mum about iraq the other day and she got so mad she threatened to kick me out. SHe didn't though, of course. I bet this is just like the vietnam kids all over again, protesting and hating war, except not it's the punks who hate war, the 'hippies' are too busy listening to surf folk shit. Do any real hippies actual exist anymore? Or are they all just smelly posuers now? (IE john butler - I hate that dude).

Actually, I thinking of starting a new segment on my blog called things I hate and why I think they suck. Mainly because people say I hate too much, and I wanna put some arguments up behind my hate.

Punkvoter VS urban outfitters.

You know, the best solution would be to make voting compulsary in the US. I have a urban outfitters sampler here from the US (probably from a old sample trip) and it has punks bands on it. Dumb.

This is cool, that's all I have to say

Dying. Of. Laughter

My theory. Theory #1, that is mine.
I used to think about this a lot when I was younger. This guy's entire blog is pretty amazing. The art is fantastic, and the blog is much more like your usual visual journal that a blog with short little comments on things. Have a look, I enjoyed reading it. (I bet John would have loved this blog)

This weekend I'm going to an 18th birthday and a work BBQ. It's weird now, I have quite a few friends that are younger than my sister (the youngest is 14!) but it doesn't really bother me at all. At school, you were onyl ever friends with people in your year, or a year either side (maybe this was onyl at the schools I went to). But now, I just talk to whoever is willing to listen. it's fun meeting new people and talking away about nothing, and I'm learning not to be so introverted when i'm around people. It's funny though, it's mainly younger kids I've learnt that from. they don't care who they're talking to, they just talk to you. Myabe I'm just more confident than I used to be. I would like to think that I am.

Anyway, I'm not going to know many people at this party, so if someone wants to come, leave a message in the comments or sms me. I still have to buy a pressent, too. I have no idea what to get!

Tomorrow I'm meant to be finally paying Nat back her fifteen dollars. She said we could maybe go out for lunch after, but... I dunno, I just feel like she doesnt like me much anymore. I feel like I wont know what to talk about. And it sucks when that happens. I think we used to be pretty good friends, I'm not really sure, But I guess we weren't if it's so easy to feel like that. I guess the main problem is I've had too many "friends" end up stabbing me in the back so I don't trust anyone anymore. I'm still far too open, though. I wish none of my friends knew anything about me, cause it always ends up turning into an attack. I know a lot of people who are so fake, but at least they never get hurt. They can act hurt, but it's not the same.

But yeah, I liked being friends with Nat, but... well. I'm not going to dwell on things anymore. I keep finding out I can make new freinds if I want. I dont want people being friends with me just for the sake of it. Cause that's lame. I guess I'll just see what happens tomorrow.

posted by muskawo at 5/21/2004 12:11:00 PM