Some punk loser rants on about life in general (not the MxPx album).

 
My ears are still ringing. Actually, it's kind of scary. I'm freaking out because it's been like this since friday and it's sunday now.Anyway.

I went out to lunch on friday, and had all-you-can-eat chinese. It was really yummy, no matter what daniel says. Friday night I went to Anti, to see bodyjar (hence the ears). I saw Lisa at the door, and we ended up hanging out all night. Underside started at about ten. They were alright, but like Daniel said, they sound too much like a lot of other bands. I wouldn't mind checking out their cd though (they had packed up their merch by the time I went over. I got a bodyjar tee though, only 20 bucks, which is the least I've ever paid for merch. Bodyjar were so soo good. I was front row the whole time, which was pretty painful but really fun, too. It's weird, there are always heaps of girls front row, and then the guys right behind moshing and pushing us all onto the stage every two minutes.

Daniel scabbed so much free shit off me on firday. Free lunch, free tea, free entry to Anti, free beer. Christ. :P I'm joking Daniel, don't start whingeing again about buying us brekky that time!
We hung around a bit after the band, and then went over to maccas. The chick serving us was so rude, I asked her if we were all talking loud, and she just gave us the hugest greasy and ignored me. So we just spent the next half hour around the corner paying the shit out of her.

There were so many melbourne people there. And I get the feeling most of my friends who pay ou tthe way I dress at times, would be soo out of place in there (Daniel looked kinda outta place, no spike belt or piercings). Beer was cheap, which was good. I can't wait for blueline medic, Lisa said she be at that , too, so we'll be front row losers, again. But this time I'll wear earplugs (I had to take drugs to get to sleep last night, and I probably will tonight, too). I couldn't sleep friday night at all, which made me really sleepy at work, and it was one of the busiest days we've had in ages. Then the compliant chick came in and started being a smart arse to me, so me, being all tired and emotional, had a little sooky teary-eyed session out the back.
This other chick I was working with called the boss, and the boss was all like "you're a really good worker, I know you work hard , so don't stress". So now the complaint chick hates me, and the other chick (who she already hated anyway) who rang the boss. At least now I know I'm not at risk of being fired. Yay! But I still have to put up with bitchy people at work. I feel like such a wuss, though, this is the second time I've cried at work, but it's just because people don't back me up and I feel so angry and upset. Like, it's not such a hard job, so why can't everyone just do their bit, get along, and then just go home. I'm not the wtpye of person to confront people at work, so I just let things get really bad. I've been so scared lately about losing my job that it was just the last straw.

I'm writing this on my old computer so I'll have to swap it over soon and put it up on the internet.
posted by muskawo at 5/18/2003 08:40:00 PM